Music producer and Businessman, Tedd Josiah has had to raise his daughter all by himself after his wife´s untimely demise that remains engraved in his mind till date.
Over the weekend, the legendary producer penned a long, yet soulful message online, that moved fans and followers to tears.
A dedication to his late wife, Regina Katar, who left behind an adorable daughter in a mysterious manner.
Tedd starts off:
I MISS MY FRIEND
What is grief like?
For him, grief remains a mystery, never to be understood.
Well it’s like the waves of an ocean sometimes they are high sometimes low but ur guaranteed they will hit. What causes them? Memories, jolts of confusion, uncertainty and moments of self doubt all play roles in this. How long does it take to heal? U don’t heal u just learn to walk with the limp.
As he recalls that fateful day that his wife breathed her last:
Friday 7:30pm dinner at home with mama and JayJay she’d cooked rice and chicken and was happy beyond words… then a movie…. as JayJay slept between us on the couch.
After the film we went to bed and she’d talked right thru the movie!!!!
3am as she breast fed she complained that heat head hurt, took meds and threw them up. So we dashed to hospital and she fell asleep and never woke up again.
And that was it! She was no more! He was shocked beyond words, some sort of trauma I´d say, left behind with a little girl to nurture all by himself.
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“The great Potter’s” When precious Jars 🏺 accidentally fall and break in Japan 🇯🇵 they put it back together with golden glue and their value increases immeasurably. But their is a potterer much greater that put our broken shards together and doesn’t need to use gold but rather just His Holy Spirit. God can make your broken shards vanish and make u a new. The old creation will vanish and a new u comes to life. Heart 💔 break, death & loss, joblessness, broken dreams a loss of direction and vision, a broken home and health. He can make it all better because He can & Because the dust u walk on is all it takes for Him to breathe life into us. Before ur chards cut u and cut those around u ask the great potter’s to put u back together and make u new. As His word says “knock and the door shall be open…” He is a loving Good God 💕💕💕 Happy Sunday
His cry is one: ¨No child should ever be without a mother! NO CHILD!!!¨
He sheds tears no more because he lives to celebrate his late wife with the common phrase: ¨broken crayons still paint so i will paint¨.
5am JayJay and i sat in my car confused lost and alone…. she’d just gone like that.
No child should ever be without a mother! NO CHILD!!!
My friend u were magic, rest cause every Friday it plays back in my head….
But broken crayons still paint so i will paint
His comment section is full of fans, moved by the message from a broken yet strong man who is a proud father to a growing baby girl.
As they share similar experiences, as others comfort him and give him a pat on his back for a job well done, so far.
May he find comfort!